It took me a very long time to understand my feelings, as my carnal body has it’s own mind that’s detached from that of my spirit.
I’ve realised that you’re supposed to Love. Love isn’t a Taboo. The entire bible is written with LOVE, by the true definition of LOVE! There’s no need for resentment or anything like that. Keep the memories of yesterday but look forward to the memories of tomorrow.
Focus on the plans that God has in store for you, because evidently ‘s/he’ wasn’t part of the plan. God puts those who are valuable to your life IN your life, you choose the other randoms (honestly).
This journey is quite challenging but WORTH every moment. The more we are exposed to, the more our character develops. I want to be able to teach my kids how to live their lives to the fullest, and the only way I can do that, is if I live mine. I can’t afford to dwell, dwelling takes A LOT of time, time I just cannot spare.
If you don’t have Peace about a certain situation, the best and ONLY thing to do is pray about it. Taking matters into your own hands, will most likely make it worse, because you’re acting purely on emotions.
God wants your problems, ask and you WILL receive. I’m reminded daily of his LOVE for me, which keeps me going as I can’t imagine a life without the Lord. (Read the bible for more answers, Lord know’s I don’t have them all lol)
Keep Going & Strive to be a better YOU!